Disassembled Three Beds

Today I dismantled three beds for the house we're about to rent out, before heading back to see Jordan. It was a lot of work, but I'm glad I made it happen. After it was all done I felt pretty accomplished, and felt like I deserved some good bubble tea and popcorn chicken to celebrate. So I did, with Jordan. And that was good.

Cuddling with him felt good too — after not being with him the last two nights while his mom's visiting, and while my mom wanted to spend more time with me and take advantage of me being around to help her and my brother clear out the house so they can rent it out for some extra cash flow. That definitely felt good.

I mean, I do feel like my whole family is a bit co-dependent with each other, a lot of people sacrificing for each other's sake without really thinking for themselves. But we're still learning, I think. My brother let me stay at his place for so long without charging much rent, and I really appreciate that of him. The things I'm doing around the house and helping my mom is only part of what I can help with. As for what happens next, and where all my stuff goes next — I'm not sure, but hopefully I'll figure those out soon.